Waiting.....

I have been waiting to eat all day because I figured that Jen would call me. I had plans for us to get together and get something to eat. Well afterwhile I have forgot to eat and now all of the sudden I'm about to get sick to my stomach.

So, I did what any male my age would do: Ordered a Pizza (What the Hell, might as well!)

I smoked so much today I can't stand it. I smoke now when there is no need to, not that there is ever one. I find myself smoking when I don't even want one. I would love to quit but I think I now know how a crack-head feels without their shit.

I can't seem to find any motivation to write. It's been like this all day..I have tried everything but can't seem to get to writing. I'm always complaining about how I never have any time to write and how tired I am when I get home from work so I can't do it then. Now, today I have had many hours to write but I can't seem to get anything down WTF!! I feel most inspired and motivated only when I am at work. Yea figures right?

Still no call from Jen oh well I guess she has better things to do and I don't blame her.