Happiness Vs Anger

The other day well for about a few weeks now I have been told at work that there is a girl that has taken interest in me. I was with K at that time roughly so I paid no mind to it.

Well yesterday she had told someone that I work with closely that she wanted to get to know me better. She obviously knew that K and I were not together anymore. So I decieded well I'm not doing anything might as well give it a shot what do I have to loose anyways?

We exchanged numbers and made plans to go out this weekend coming up.
She called me lastnight and we talked for over 3 hours. I have to admit I talked a little too much aobut wanting to have sex with her but she was very receptive. I kind of felt like an ass because I knew that I would have to see her the next day and I had no idea how she would react.

She was very nice to me and as a matter of fact she had been asking about me all day. When I got in she was right there waiting to see me. She's such a shy person though. As the day progressed we flirted more and more till finally we kissed. It was just a small peck but it was actually nice to see that someone was not afraid to show that they liked me. God I sound like a damn highschool kid !!

So anyways It was a rough day at work just like anyother I did not get home till about 10pm because I had so much shit to do. She was supposed to call tonight but she has not. I called and her mother said that she was sleeping and that she could not receive calls after 9pm. I thought that was so funny because she's 26 years old and so am I. Oh well blast from the past I tell ya! She had a hard day because we stood up till 3:30-4am on the phone the night before. I feel for her so it's ok that she did not call me :)

Oh yea later on in the day I decided to go outside and have a cig with the rest of the smokers. She came out a short time later. There was plenty of seating out there but she wanted to sit on my lap. I guess to show everyone out there I was in the process of bein taken LOL! I let her and said nothing. I don't think I have ever had someone do that to me before.

I'm still a little weary about showing off that her and I are talking only because K's mother happens to be my Super! I don't want to throw it in her face or anything like that! I have no intention of that.

So ok yea, got home at about 10pm long damn day and I have 1 new e-mail ..Yea so I have no friends so what! It was from K! This is what it said:

From: "K"

Subject: Don't be a shit.............

Body:
You need to stop being a shit and you know what i'm talking about.

End E-mail?

I really had no idea what she was talking about but I did know that I don't want to hear anything from her and she was just doing this to try to make me have a bad night so I REPLIED!

From: "ME"

Subject: RE: Don't be a shit........

Body:

I have no idea of what you are talking about and you should probably stay out of my business as well. I'm not botherig you so I expect the same out of you.

End E-mail

I knew she would get very mad with that kind of response, so I waited for the hellfire to return LOL

Then here they come two E-mail from her of the following:

You know what the fuck i'm talking about so don't play like you don't know. You should be a man not a little kid about it.

End E-mail

Next e-mail

And i know you ain't talkin about stay out of your business because you are the one in everybody business and it don't even concern and if you have something say about me, bring it to me not everyone else, so keep my name out of your mouth, so if you do that then everything is cool.

End E-Mail

So She got me a little pissed because I don't want to talk to her anymore. I refuse to let her back in my life even for a confrontation so I replied as follows:

FINE you're a BITCH and I HATE you so leave me alone don't bother me anymore STAY OUT OF MY LIFE FOREVER I DONT EVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN. IS that clear enough for you!!! Leave me alone I HATE YOU !!


FORGET YOU EVER KNEW ME BECAUSE I HAVE BEGUN THE PROCESS OF FORGETTING YOU ALREADY!

End E-Mail

Ok I know it sounds like I am a real asshole for that but she has put me through so much crap I can't stand the sight of her anymore.

So now I feel better LOL. She has not written back and that's fine with me.