T picked me up tonight well ok let's back track a little here. About 5:30am I had a knock at my door. I did not get to sleep till about 3:30am so I was a bit perturbed to even have to get out of bed. I opened the door not even taking caution to look out the peephole and here she came rushing in and layed on my couch.
It was T from the night before. She had jokingly mentioned coming over about this time but I thought she would have a little more couth than to actually do it. What could I do she was already in my house and about half asleep on my couch.
I still could not see when she jumped up and gave me a bar of soap because I said the night before that I had to go to the store and get some.
"Thanks?"
I could not keep my eyes open so I laid on the floor in an attempt to make sense of what was going on. I'm not terribly cheerful in the mornings, especially after being woke up from REM! I knew that there was no way that I could make sense of anything untill I have had my first cig for the morning. Fuck it I'm up now!
She continued her rest as if unware of her sudden surprize. There was no talking going on so I decided to check my email and see if there were any responses from resume blasting only hours before. Yea right these people do not have strange women waking them up at this hour. I checked anyways. Nothing but Auto-Responses :(
After about a half an hour of her resting she said that she had to go. I think that she wanted to have sex again but there was no way it was subject on my mind. I led her to the door and sent her on her way with a kiss and pat on the ass like any gentleman that was woken up in the wee hours of the morning would do.
Later on in the day , well about 4 hours later she called me. Yea I was still asleep about that time considering I had been , well you know. I don't even remember the conversation (INTERRUPTION-----T just called me to say that she would call me later on tonight. I think there is a problem developing here, don't you?) it was a task just holding the phone to my ear. She said that she was coming over after she had got out of work. I don't think I even agreed with it but she had already had her mind made up. Then she quickly said that she might come over on her break. I had no reaction I could hardly get my own words out at this time.
So about two hours later she once again showed up at my door ready to go. I had a chance to invite her in this time. I still don't recall this visit either but it was not to talkative. We did end up on the floor once again as the night before. I came, she went.
Around 2pm she stopped by again. This was a time that I was expecting to see her. She was running to the store and a few other places she wanted to know if I needed anything. Shit , well I went with her so I could get a few things for this crass house. I already notice "The Change" in her. She was not as cheerful and nice as she had been the night before. Did we get married overnight? Why was I not invited?
So I took care of all that I had to do and she the same. I asked her if we could stop by the drive through at Mc D's. I ordered my food and she out of nowhere wanted to pay for it. I normally would not mind but it was so sudden of her to do. This was a nice gesture but I am used to paying for someone else.
She had brought me back home said that she would of course call me later on. 1/2 half hour later she called and asked me if I would like to go to a movie with her. Ahh WTF yea sure I have not been to a movie in a bit.
SO.......T picked me up tonight around 7pm. She has her son in the car with her. Cute little guy about a year old. I like him and he laughed at all of my jokes. We got along real well. The car ride was kind of shitty. For some reason I get car sickness while in her vehicle. So I was not in the best spirit. We finally arrived at the movie theater after taking a half hour drive to her sisters house to drop off her son.
We went to one of those dollar movie theaters. Nice it only cost me 1 dollar to get in but I spent 13 on food and drinks oh well still cheaper than the others.
Alien Vs Predator
I don't know why I wanted to see this movie but I did. It was ok, I took the advice of a family member to go into the movie with NO EXPECTATIONS and I should be fine. Fair warning and advice I thought. It was ok but I would not take the time to ever see it again. During the movie she subconsciously claimed ownership of me. I was fine sitting there when she threw her legs over mine as a woman walked past us down the aisle. I think I was just branded, speaking of branding I still have very distinct scratch marks on my side and back from her.
The movie theater was not enough for her. She wanted to show me off and do it soon where ever she could. We walked out and I lit up a cig for the walk to the car. As I approached the door she suggested that we walk to the grocery store.
In my mind: What the fuck is this about?
(INTERRUPTION- She's on the phone with me now. She's obviously doing all the talking. )
Ok I'm off the phone and we talked for about an hour about nothing at all. She wants me to be her BF right off the bat and I can' t do that. I had one moment of relief when she said that she was taking the day off to spend time with her son. Then she asked if I wanted to go with her and him to do something. AHHHH well I would if she was not so needy and obsessed with me. I made up a lie because I felt like I had to. I said that she would just have to call me and see if I was home. I don't think I will be!
AM gave me some advice about this tonight. She said that I have to make her work for me. AM does not say anything like this EVER! She ususally just says go with it and have fun. She was telling me how I did not need anyone right now and if this girl (t) wanted me so bad then she would have to work for it.
She is right though and I need to follow her advice, she has NEVER led me wrong. She said that after tonight if possible that I needed to not call or contact her for 3 days if I could not get away from that then after Friday night (When we had origanally planned to go out) not to contact her for 3 days and make her sweat for a little while.
I can't beleive A was saying these things to me. LOL I had to tell her all about the sex, she was very happy to hear all about my sex life since as she puts it "Don't have one..". We had a good conversaton and she told me once again that she loved me. I love to hear that from her, yea so she does not know that I have been in love with her for years now. I would drop anyone for AM if she said that she wanted to start something with me.
ok OK tangent there but oh well.
I'm tired , have to get some sleep and I think I should expect a visitor in the morning!!! AHHHHH